So far today, I have burst into tears five times for no apparent reason – twice while driving.  I know it has to be a combination of illness and this dramatic cleanse, but I still feel a little out of control and it is disconcerting.  Emotional outbursts were not listed among the side effects of this process, but it only makes sense.  If my body is rapidly ridding itself of toxins, that will probably mess with hormones, serotonin levels, you name it.  I will be patient, make no major life decisions in the next two weeks, and warn those closest to me.

I wish I could take off work, especially my night shifts this weekend.  I was told today that I will be extremely fatigued for the next two days.  Great.

On a bright note, my latest colonic was apparently extremely “productive” and my healer says I should be feeling better by Sunday.  Woohoo!  Here’s to hope, a step by step process to wellness, and someone to guide me out of this dark abyss I have been wallowing in.