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Cave of Fears

(Poem 292 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/sldLEB

There is a cave
in the land of lost time
where forgotten dreams die.

If one ventures near
the mouth of the cave
a sense of apathy
and despair descends.
If someone musters
the courage to enter,
they’ll be greeted by a cold
chill and a sense
that someone is watching
from the darkest recesses.

Are those outlines of skulls
tucked along the edges
of the cave floor?
And what are the veins
of liquid seeping
from cracks in the walls?
The mind will see the worst
when fear begins to creep
deep into the suffering soul,
for no one is drawn
into the cave unless
they are overcome by pain.

Though time does not exist
inside the cavernous vault,
it can feel like decades
spent wandering through
corridors of damp labyrinthian
passageways and tunnels.
Each bend and fissure
holds new anticipation
of terror, certain death
by sinkhole, falling
into an abyss, never
to be found.
Cries of dread echo
from the underworld,
but nothing materializes.
In the eerie gloom,
hope is obscured,
a claustrophobic panic
envelopes the heart
of even the most intrepid.

And then one day,
after struggling through
a crawlway, the visitor
is faced with a sump.
The only way out is through,
but submerging the self
requires a strength of will
nearly impossible to imagine.
If the lost one dissolves
their doubt and dives,
they will emerge
into a glorious chamber,
a sanctuary of sparkling
stalactites and stalagmites,
and brilliant light
streaming in from an opening.

The confused explorer
begins the remembering
of the world they forgot
and climbs the limestone
ledges until surfacing,
stunned and blinking
at the blinding sky.

Unsure how or when,
they realize that all fear
dissipated somewhere
along the way, or perhaps
it was collected by the cave.

@Home Studio – 292nd poem of the year

The Women

(Poem 199 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/hls2hj https://gencraft.ai/p/DO4ZyC

10,000 American military women
served in Vietnam and risked their
lives right alongside the boys sent
to die in the boonies and crash in
the Hueys and swelter in country.
Doctors, nurses, air traffic control,
intelligence, not to mention the
civilian women who were news
correspondents, or worked for the
USO, Red Cross, Special Services,
Donut Dollies, the list goes on…
witnessed the atrocities of war,
the wounds that have yet to heal,
the loss of limb, life, sanity, and
humanity that stole the future of
so many who perished there in the
jungles or continued their descent
to despair for years to come thanks
to Agent Orange, depression, Hep-C,
cancer, and a big giant dose of PTSD.
And then they were welcomed home
by jeers, protests, being spit on and
insulted, reviled for their sacrifices,
and despised for their acts of service.
They were lied to and lied about, but
mostly they lied to themselves to
survive each day; how else could
they believe that all would be well,
and unfortunate sons and daughters
would get together and be alright?

@Home Studio – 199th poem of the year  (After reading The Women by Kristin Hannah.)

Hannah, Kristin. The Women. St. Martin’s Publishing Group, 2024.

Runner ups for the Vietnam photos to accompany my poem: