My demon was once a believer whose heart was broken by killing his love. Could any soul survive such cruelty in the name of Confucius? Kong Qui would be offended by blood blasphemy. The teacher who teaches humanity, filial piety, righteousness and ritual as four pillars of morality would never condone violence as a means to an end. Is God a homeless gambler betting on peoples’ fates for fun? No wonder love turns to hate and there’s always hell to pay.
@Home Studio – 9th poem of the year; written while watching (and inspired by) My Demon episode 12 “The Savior of Destruction”, one of my current Korean shows.
The new year arrived without much ado while I slept. Then the proverbial fan spluttered. Five hours later, I drove my husband home from the emergency room a little doped up, but thankful for temporary relief from a kidney stone. Two days later I propped up his ass so he wouldn’t fall off the porch after a root canal and more meds than his delicate constitution could withstand on a weekday. We’re only a few days in to 2024, but it needs to slow its roll, pace itself, it’s doing too much.
@Home Studio – 8th poem of the year
(Some more images playing around with AI…one of my favorite is this dragon representing 2024 doing WAY TOO MUCH!)
(Here are some more because I was having trouble coming up with an image to represent what I wanted. We’ve got bleak city streets, Dickensonian dental surgery, and the after Christmas blues in this collage.)
Candles lit Cleared space Tea at the ready Blank page Dogs asleep at my feet Husband in a snuggie so the air can be comfortable for the furnace that is me Perfect evening to sit and write Melt my soul back to the night Quiet peace Edge of dream Twinkle lights add softness Husband’s touch subtle as a battle cry but welcome and enough Nice to share a relaxing day alone together Our secret foreplay And when he switches the laundry my heart melts a little bit more softening edges I forget are rough, angry and wounded in need of love
Well, hello there little bird. Care for a bit of bread? You’ve been eyeing it quite obviously for the last few minutes. Don’t play coy now. Come closer if you expect me to share. A good look at you the price of the treat sprinkled with sugar and cinnamon like the feathers on your breast.
Your yellow eye stares at me as you steal a piece and side step a hop or two to safety. You better hurry. That larger blackbird thinks the rest is for him, his giant claw stomping, claiming it for his own, his beak ripping to bits the delicate layers you so gently speared with grace.
The first time salting my window sills, I waited until everyone in the house was asleep.
No one could question the protective measures taken on their behalf nor doubt their efficacy.
Burning sage for the first time took place behind closed doors, any scent detected probably thought to be a strange new candle, since those are understood.
My rock collection continues to grow, new shades of polished gems and crystals join dinosaur excrement and fossilized wood, each has its place.