If this was my room, I would never do anything but nap and watch the weather change her mind and write silly poems about dappled light and dancing clouds, and daydream after reading old love letters while listening to “Bésame Mucho” on Spanish guitar.
I’m zipping through the streets of Italy on a motorbike, past the Colosseum, looking with my eyes, not my phone. Being beside things built to last slows the pace of time to cobblestone roads that lead to fountains and statues who’ve seen many iterations of me over the last thousand years gazing back at them. Buongiorno, they cheer across the plaza to welcome me back again.
@Home Studio – 263rd poem of the year (inspired by an episode of Emily in Paris set in Rome)
Star, Darren, et al. Emily in Paris. “Roman Holiday” Los Angeles, CA, Paramount, 2024.
Beauty & Aiko in all their regal gorgeousness. They know they rule the kingdom.
To be without Beauty feels plain and bare, lacking in something. A presence at once regal and understated has gone missing, and in its place is an ache, a pang, maybe a twinge of listless longing for some undefined touch of elegance that is both gracious and aloof, familiar and unknowable.
@Home Studio – 248th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Losing Beauty photos to accompany my poem:
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1. Beauty & Kage on guard duty. 2. Chika, Beauty, & Cotton Eyed Joe snuggling. 3. Beauty & Chika sharing my chair. 4. Beauty holding hands with Kenji. 5. The last picture I ever took of Beauty—Beauty & Aiko holding hands.
The uterus is a universe of endometrial enchantment, a whispering womb, a reproductive realm, a cervical sanctuary, and the cradle of life; the hormonal harmony in that pelvic paradise creates menstrual magic from the ovarian orbit and fallopian fantasy that results in a cycle symphony
…until it becomes something else…
a pelvic painscape due to hormonal havoc that creates womb woes due to cervical crisis, ovaries who are outraged, frustrated fallopian tubes, endometrial eruptions, menstrual mayhem, cycles of chaos, a fertility fiasco, and the reproductive riot that brings only destruction.
@Home Studio – 190th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Uterus photos to accompany my poem:
Fireworks make my daughter’s emotions swell, a lump in the throat, eyes fill, heart tight, why? The beauty of communal celebration, delicate power on display, explosion of color against a black background, the artist’s palette consisting of aluminum and titanium for bright white stars, copper for the luminous blue, barium for green, strontium and lithium salts for red, sodium yellow, calcium orange, the light like a warning, reaching our eyes a bit before the slower sound can assault our ears, rattle our chests, and make us nostalgic for our own births and deaths…the short answer— she resonates with the message the fireworks attempt to share, the poetry of imitating the stars.
Our most fragile young sleep in giant moonflowers and sip the nectar if they are hungry between feedings. When they outgrow the petal-perfect beds nature constructed just for them, they learn to sleep on the knit hammocks strung delicately between the lowest branches of the swaying willow palm trees. The cloth is woven from flower stem silk and the bedding is fresh layered petals changed nightly. Our skin becomes the fragrance of the flowers, for we are inextricably intertwined with the vines and the leaves and the fronds and the buds. Then, when we grow too old to see the stars with our own eyes, too old to hear the song of the silver sycamore boughs, too old to feel the velvet of the lambs’ ear bush, too old to taste the nectar of the purple dragonmint, we enter the heart of the forest to create a nest of shaggy moss and jelly lichen cushioned with sweetgrass and honey death fungus, and cover ourselves with layers of galaxy orchids and phoenix lilies so we can join our brother flowers in eternal sleep.
@Home Studio – 120th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Alien Flowers photos to accompany my poem: