If this was my room, I would never do anything but nap and watch the weather change her mind and write silly poems about dappled light and dancing clouds, and daydream after reading old love letters while listening to “Bésame Mucho” on Spanish guitar.
The new kitten has no idea what big paws she has to fill, but if her sass and spunk are any indication of her intentions, I would say she’s going to hold her own quite well in our pack.
Respect boundaries Mind my business Remember birthdays Be supportive Don’t give unwanted advice Stay connected Don’t be nosy Be patient Set an example Ask for forgiveness Set expectations Hold myself accountable Accept change Grant grace
Washing dishes (scrubbing a cookie sheet too hard.) Rolling over in bed. Holding up my cell phone to show my daughter a video. Sitting up straight in my chair. Bending over to pet Cotton Eyed Joe (my granddaughter’s cat.) Typing. Opening a Splenda packet; shaking it too vigorously. Brushing my teeth. Scooping a cup of dog food into the dog’s bowl. Waving my Harry Potter wand.
Can agony awaken possibility? Is it painful for the seed to sprout, or is the bursting out more like relief? Will something fresh find its way through the detritus and despair, and if so, how will we know when we can hope again?
It makes me so sad that people hurt others and break their own hearts, that alleviating pain destroys so many from the inside out, and we must endure misfortune and loss, especially if we allow ourselves to love with the full volume of our souls.
@Home Studio – 267th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Sad photos to accompany my poem:
My man is in Japan learning what he can from teachers who understand that the world is vast, and dreams are grand for those who are willing to stretch and expand both body and spirit by making a personal demand that pliability and fortitude exist when things unplanned knock us off center, we discover that we are able to withstand most of life’s assaults with a calm heart, a quiet mind, and an open hand.
Maybe the way I wash this knife with precision, erasing the past with friction, soap, and molecules is in some little way the meaning of life.
Maybe scraping the crusty remnants of drippage on countertops until the rag slides smooth is its own reward somehow.
Maybe the fact that hot water melts butter residue from a dish, inviting it to slip effortlessly from its former state and find freedom in movement is the most real thing I know, or think I know, or want to know because knowing is somehow solid, purposeful, sure, and I suspect that I know nothing, or there is nothing to know, or knowing means nothing, thus, washing a knife is the meaning of life.
@Home Studio – 264th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Washing Dishes photos to accompany my poem (AI had a hard time with this one):
I’m zipping through the streets of Italy on a motorbike, past the Colosseum, looking with my eyes, not my phone. Being beside things built to last slows the pace of time to cobblestone roads that lead to fountains and statues who’ve seen many iterations of me over the last thousand years gazing back at them. Buongiorno, they cheer across the plaza to welcome me back again.
@Home Studio – 263rd poem of the year (inspired by an episode of Emily in Paris set in Rome)
Star, Darren, et al. Emily in Paris. “Roman Holiday” Los Angeles, CA, Paramount, 2024.