Powdered coconut and sugar dissolve on the tongue with a texture as strange as it is addictive. Mexican pink is the color layered over a pristine white as contrasting as a flower bursting through the snow.
I’m afraid my cat is unraveling like an old sweater with a snag.
If I pull too hard on the loose thread catching on my ring or hangnail, who knows how many carefully knit rows will come undone and fall, gravity removing all trace of ever having been a woven thing.
I don’t think he can be put back together again if he falls from his wall and I don’t know how to keep him balanced on the ledge between this reality and the next.
@Home Studio – 225th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Kage’s Unraveling photos to accompany my poem:
Whether a ji to pin a perfectly coiled chignon in place, or a binyeo to look powerfully poised, hair sticks are a timeless adornment that are practical, beautiful, and one of the few women’s accessories that can double as a weapon if needed.
@Home Studio – 224th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Hair Sticks photos to accompany my poem:
If betrayal leaves you in a shallow grave, you must unbury yourself and crawl to the banks of survival. If cruelty kills your savior, you must assume her identity to seek both revenge and justice for the oppressed. If your benefactor just so happens to teach you archery, you must save the crown and your dignity with a well- placed arrow through the hand of the man whose cowardice left you for dead. If your backer’s proposal is slow in coming, you must let him know you’re moving in to make his place your home.
@Home Studio – 223rd poem of the year (After watching the C-drama The Double.)
Lv Hao Ji Ji. The Double. Wu Jinyan, Wang Xingyue, Youku, Huanyu Film, 2 June, 2024.
What is it about 4am that makes magic drip onto the page like wax? The air feels different when the dogs and sun still sleep; the dew is yet to blanket itself across morning’s back. There in the stillness of the pre-dawn quiet, thoughts have latitude, and words permit them- selves both whimsy and wonder without too much introspection or gravity. It is refreshing to be acquainted with the other side of night that does not lay souls down for fear they must be kept but celebrates once again the uprising of the spirit.
Puberty ushers in such comrades as Anxiety, Envy, Embarrassment, and my favorite, Ennui. The panic that ensues when Embarrassment threatens and Envy rears her unsettled self, resurrects Fear and Disgust, Anger and Sadness, leading to complete paralysis. The only protection against it all is to feign Ennui…nothing matters because too much enthusiasm might be the wrong amount, and no one would dare be too happy in a room full of teens trying to fake unruffled chill.
Rebekah Marshall @Home Studio on 8/19/24 @ 10:17am – 221st poem of the year (After watching Inside Out 2 with my granddaughter in theatre.)
Mann, Kelsey. Inside Out 2. Amy Poehler, Pixar Animation Studios, 14 June 2024.
The antithesis of everything one can logically consider, should be nothing at all. Casanova of Venetia would argue that such is absurd, as everything is one with faith. But nothingness as a concept of not-being is of value as a consideration, even if nearly impossible for us to conceive. Even Einstein struggled to believe something so absolute could exist, since spacetime renders past and future illusory. Could it be a state of mind like Nirvana or wu wei, or even the permanence of Tao that cannot be described or named? Is it the chasm that forms if we reject God, or the very idea that such a thing is possible? Calculate as we might with all our might, we never reach zero.
@Home Studio – 220th poem of the year (After reading an article on Wikipedia about “Nothing.”)
“Nothing” Wikipedia. Page last edited 25 July, 2024, en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nothing.
Runner ups for the Nothing photos to accompany my poem:
Is there anything more disappointing than a full bag of stale corn chips? The perfectly plump air-filled sack promises a crisp, crackly, salty snack, and the satisfying rip that breaks the seal rewards the hungry with the enticing aroma of oil-toasted corn. The perfect chip is chosen for shape and size, uniformity of potential crunch, evenly distributed inherent saltiness, and all it takes is one bite to experience the soul-crushing softness of flaccidity.
@Home Studio on 8/18/24 @ 10:33pm – 219th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Stale Chips photos to accompany my poem:
sea salt on the wind beached driftwood drying jasmine and sweet cream reeds suspended in oil elocute the air with their effusive particulates demanding I return to a bonfire on the beach wearing a wind breaker wishing someone would hold my hand or find me alluring like the waves as the sand invades my socks and the stars wink at my impermanence.
@Home Studio – 218th poem of the year (Teen beach memories evoked by an oil infuser my bestie gave me as a gift.)