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My Grandson Michael Myers

(Poem 297 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

Photograph by Rebekah Marshall – Julian as Michael Myers

What is wrong with children these days?

My grandson’s goal in life is to either
scare me or disgust me
and my reaction must be over the top.

He just turned 6.

How does he even know who Michael Myers is?
Can we turn the clock back to dinosaurs
and race cars, Frozen and Trolls?

At least he had the decency to explain
to me that he is wearing a costume and he
is not the real Michael Myers.
He went on to explain that there isn’t even
a real Michael Myers because he’s pretend,
so no children will be killed in this process.
I appreciated the reassurance.

@Home Studio – 297th poem of the year

Lake House

(Poem 296 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/HJ1Rsf

A lake house
seemed such a romantic
idea, a place for respite
when the world
overwhelmed.
Little did I know,
when I bought
the place,
she had her own ideas.

The first time we stayed,
our dog disappeared.

The second time,
my husband got injured.

The third time was when
we began to see
that the house
was unwelcoming us,
for she moved to the
middle of the lake
in the night
and we nearly
drowned in our sleep.

We tried once more
when she moved
back to land,
to visit and do some repairs.
She started a fire
and we barely escaped,
so now she’s on the
market again.

I realize now
why she was so affordable,
and I almost feel guilty
selling her.
But now we have so many
medical and therapy bills
to pay, that we need
to recoup some of our loss.

@Home Studio – 296th poem of the year

Haunted House

(Poem 295 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/eoKAqu

There once was a house
with a fence in the woods
where the children never dared to go.

They believed in a tale
full of spooky old ghosts
and wolves whose eyes would glow.

One Halloween Eve
in a game of Truth or Dare
some children ended up at the gate.

They were laughing so loud
that they did not even see
the ghost who would decide their fate.

She watched them push
one terrified little boy
to enter the yard and ring the bell.

The poor boy cried
as he walked to the porch
each step like a hollow death knell.

The ghost howled
which alerted the wolves
eager for a scrumptious evening meal.

The boy who was forced
to touch the haunted house
was the only child who survived the ordeal.

@Home Studio – 295th poem of the year

Missing Foundations

(Poem 294 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/eoKAqu

How do we recover
when foundations
go missing?
The certainty with which
we spoke of reality,
as though stable forces
controlled destiny,
becomes tenuous.
Others blather on with
their platitudes
and absolute truisms,
while we nod along,
attempting to maintain
a neutral expression.
The walls that once
protected us
are long gone.

@Home Studio – 294th poem of the year

Seeing Flower

(Poem 293 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/hZ2PSe

One of my favorite
exotic plants
is the Seeing Flower.
I’ve never been able
to grow them at home
but have found
several in the wild.
I absolutely love
how they track
your movements
and appear to make
eye contact.
I always wonder
what they are thinking.
I know it’s silly,
anthropomorphizing
a flower, but
I can’t help it.
They say eyes
are the window
to the soul.
What if plants
have souls?

@Home Studio – 293rd poem of the year

Runner ups for the Eye Flower photos to accompany my poem:

Cave of Fears

(Poem 292 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/sldLEB

There is a cave
in the land of lost time
where forgotten dreams die.

If one ventures near
the mouth of the cave
a sense of apathy
and despair descends.
If someone musters
the courage to enter,
they’ll be greeted by a cold
chill and a sense
that someone is watching
from the darkest recesses.

Are those outlines of skulls
tucked along the edges
of the cave floor?
And what are the veins
of liquid seeping
from cracks in the walls?
The mind will see the worst
when fear begins to creep
deep into the suffering soul,
for no one is drawn
into the cave unless
they are overcome by pain.

Though time does not exist
inside the cavernous vault,
it can feel like decades
spent wandering through
corridors of damp labyrinthian
passageways and tunnels.
Each bend and fissure
holds new anticipation
of terror, certain death
by sinkhole, falling
into an abyss, never
to be found.
Cries of dread echo
from the underworld,
but nothing materializes.
In the eerie gloom,
hope is obscured,
a claustrophobic panic
envelopes the heart
of even the most intrepid.

And then one day,
after struggling through
a crawlway, the visitor
is faced with a sump.
The only way out is through,
but submerging the self
requires a strength of will
nearly impossible to imagine.
If the lost one dissolves
their doubt and dives,
they will emerge
into a glorious chamber,
a sanctuary of sparkling
stalactites and stalagmites,
and brilliant light
streaming in from an opening.

The confused explorer
begins the remembering
of the world they forgot
and climbs the limestone
ledges until surfacing,
stunned and blinking
at the blinding sky.

Unsure how or when,
they realize that all fear
dissipated somewhere
along the way, or perhaps
it was collected by the cave.

@Home Studio – 292nd poem of the year

Lady by the Sea

(Poem 291 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/WlhPOf

It was many a long age ago,
     In a village by the sea,
That a woman was found washed ashore
     By the name of Annabel Lee;
She was barely alive but wanted nothing more
     Than to hide her identity.

She was so young, so very young,
     In this village by the sea,
But she cared for her friends and grew strong—
     This lovely Annabel Lee—
She held her secrets close to her chest
     So she could remain free.

But one cold, lonely night,
     In this village by the sea,
She decided to share her long sad tale
     The mysterious Annabel Lee;
She faked her death to escape a man
     And boarded a ship to flee,

But the ship was wrecked and that is how
     She washed up with the debris.
She didn’t know why she was cursed so,
     Why Heaven would not let her be—
Or why the man who claimed her soul
     Would not set her free.
That is why she faked her death,
     The brave Annabel Lee.

But she feared he would find her
     The man she did flee—
     The man she tried to flee—
And neither the angels in Heaven above
     Nor the demons down under the sea
Could protect her now from the evil man
     Who was obsessed with Annabel Lee;

So our village, her people, we crowded around
     To protect our Annable Lee;
And when a man arrived to find the tomb
     Of the beautiful Annabel Lee
We took him to an old corpse we dug up
     And dressed in a wedding gown
     And there he lived by the sea—
     With someone he thought was Annabel Lee.          

@Home Studio – 291st poem of the year  (A response to Poe’s “Annabel Lee”)

Runner ups for the Lady by the Sea photos to accompany my poem:

Pocket Elephant

(Poem 289 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/Jm2JHj

My pocket elephant
is adorable;
I don’t leave home
without her.
She sleeps all snuggled
in her little pouch
until snack time,
when she munches
contentedly on tiny slices
of jackfruit, banana,
bamboo, and tree bark.
Sometimes, she grows
restless if I haven’t pet
her enough, or she has
the zoomies.
Then I let her roam
until she wears
herself out and wants
to climb back in
my pocket.
I pour little capfuls
of water for her to drink,
and give her back scratches
upon demand.
In turn, she loves me
and trumpets her concern
if she senses me getting
too stressed.
She’s my sweet, sweet girl,
my dearest companion,
and has my whole heart.
My only complaint
is how much she poops
and often without warning.

@Home Studio on 10/26/24 @ 10:41pm – 289th poem of the year

Glowing Orbs

(Poem 288 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/X7vD4o

when I find myself
in times of trouble
I’m drawn to the river
to reflect and recover
where the glowing orbs
catch my fears
and float them away
with my wasted tears
only then can I return
to my daily routine
less burdened by doubt
less afraid of the unseen
for I know the orbs
will always be there
to absorb every worry
and receive every prayer

@Home Studio – 288th poem of the year

Sad Smile

(Poem 287 for 2024 – I am writing a poem a day)

AI Generated image I prompted on Gencraft.com https://gencraft.ai/p/cgiL32

“O brawling love! O loving hate!
O anything of nothing first create!
O heavy lightness, serious vanity!
Misshapen chaos of well-seeming forms!
Feather of lead, bright smoke, cold fire, sick health!
Still-waking sleep, that is not what it is!
This love feel I, that feel no love in this.” -Romeo, Romeo and Juliet, William Shakespeare

We contain multitudes:
eloquent silence
good grief
poor health
loyal opposition
loud whisper
sad smile
sweet sorrow
unbiased opinion
seriously funny
random order
open secret
minor miracle
only choice
definite maybe
deceptively honest
clearly misunderstood
civil war
bittersweet
alone together
genuine imitation
impossible solution
intense apathy
living dead
silent scream
same difference
friendly takeover
even odds
cruel kindness
conspicuous absence
cheerful pessimist
loving hate

@Home Studio – 287th poem of the year

Shakespeare, William, 1564-1616. Romeo and Juliet, 1597. Oxford :published for the Malone Society by Oxford University Press, 2000.

Runner ups for the Happy Sad photos to accompany my poem: