Gifts and necessities fill every inch of the car blending possessions one step in the process that is part and parcel of two lives becoming one from Texas to Canada Michigan in between mother’s heart rests easy when she sees her boy turned man open the car door for his wife and drive away to start his new life
@Home Studio – 341st poem of the year
Runner ups for the Car Jenga photos to accompany my poem:
Julian thinks he has blood burp, the kind where blood comes out of your body. We’re not sure if he needs to go to the hospital, or if he simply needs a glass of water. He said he burped like 1,000 times. He almost burped google plex. Do you know what google plex means? It means past infinity.
He’s busy playing the piano, and such beautiful music makes him wax contemplative. Try to guess that song, he says. Happy Birthday, I throw out on a whim. NO! It’s something that says uuuuhhhh. He’s learning to sound out words in Kindergarten and likes to point out the starting sounds of words to show how smart he is, like the color red – rrrrr, rrrrr, come on, guess it, he says. rrrrr, eeeee, dddd, red. R, E, D. Red.
Back to uuuuuhhhh. The name of his melancholic song. He is very offended that I can’t figure it out. Turns out, it’s Up from the movie. I think that is the saddest sounding song he can think of, and he wants to play something soulful. Now he’s banging in such a way that all the cats have run outside. He says the loud banging is from the movie, too. It’s the part where there’s singing. He’s done playing the piano.
Now he has my Wonder Woman sword and is practicing stabbing me in a variety of different ways. Through the underarm is his favorite because it comes out the other side and looks really realistic. Hey, wanna arm wrestle? he asks conspiratorially.
I’m not sure how normal our relationship is. This probably isn’t how most people imagine grandmothers and grandsons spend their time. But I don’t want to miss a second of it. What do you want for Christmas? I ask. Without missing a beat, Cristiano Ronaldo cologne from Amazon. Cologne? For a 6-year-old? Are you sure? He nods. What if it arrives and it’s stinky? It won’t be. Ronaldo always smells better than everybody all the time. My bad. I learn something every day.
“Going to the chapel and you’re gonna get married.” Today’s the day you say your vows, agree to disagree for many years to come. Family and friends look on with joy and tears, so thankful to have gained a daughter or a son. Our hearts are full as we celebrate your sweet union, hopeful that this is the beginning of a lifetime of love.
@Home Studio – 338th poem of the year
More Wedding Day photos to accompany my poem:
Julian as ring bearer security. Mackenzie and Charlotte as flower girls.
Lydia, Lonti, and Cassidy as bridesmaids.
Paul, Boaz, Luke, Alex, Cori, backs of Rebekah, David, Cyndee.
Every mother wants the best for her baby, pins hopes for prosperity on the unborn future, and wishes a better life for her offspring than she was afforded.
Though it hurts to imagine, she knows the child will have to learn lessons that will cause pain and will face enemies who hope to do them harm.
And it thrills her to think about the elated joy her son or daughter will experience when moments of success become victories, and bubble up into celebration.
@Home Studio – 336th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Pregnant Villains photos to accompany my poem:
There’s a little Japanese village where lanterns light up paths that wind between neighbors’ dwellings, and rain falls at just the right time of day, when everyone’s ready for naps.
There’s miso soup on the stove and soba noodles in the fridge, tonkatsu or grilled fish for dinner, and okayu porridge for anyone feeling a little under the weather.
@Home Studio – 335th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Japanese Village photos to accompany my poem:
When one door closes, the outside is kept out, which gives the traveler a chance to look inward.
It is then that another door swings wide open revealing universal secrets free to anyone asking without words, looking without eyes, finding without even seeking.
@Home Studio – 334th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Doors photos to accompany my poem:
“GOD, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the ability to change the things that I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”
When I’m able to sink into silent, safe serenity, the surrounding uncertainty stills and settles like stones in a bowl that each have a place nestled one on top of the other.
Solid weightlessness exists in this place of serendipity and peace that only arrives once acceptance has forgotten that change is even necessary, and wisdom has loosened her corset to surrender herself to the sweet sensation of release.
@Home Studio – 331st poem of the year
Runner ups for the Serenity photos to accompany my poem: