Inbound air vehicles are pulling into the plane parking lot, unloading people like children off a school bus and I’m sitting in the pick-up line, waiting to scoop you and your backpack into the car and whisk you home where you belong after a long field trip.
I needed a way to display my hair sticks decoratively, so I measured and sketched a design Grandad could build with his hands and his tools and his can-do attitude that turns ideas into art, like a barn or a staircase, a balance beam or doll furniture, or a simple wooden frame with olive green yarn stretched taut between raised metal tacks and a shiny gold hook holding fast at the top to hang my idea for all the world to see.
The new kitten has no idea what big paws she has to fill, but if her sass and spunk are any indication of her intentions, I would say she’s going to hold her own quite well in our pack.
Washing dishes (scrubbing a cookie sheet too hard.) Rolling over in bed. Holding up my cell phone to show my daughter a video. Sitting up straight in my chair. Bending over to pet Cotton Eyed Joe (my granddaughter’s cat.) Typing. Opening a Splenda packet; shaking it too vigorously. Brushing my teeth. Scooping a cup of dog food into the dog’s bowl. Waving my Harry Potter wand.
Plasma is rare on earth, though found in abundance everywhere else in space. And now scientists are telling us that these blobs that are not solid, liquid, or gas, but another state: communicate, behave predatorially, congregate, interact with satellites, get the zoomies, race excitedly toward thunderstorms, form crystals— corkscrew shaped like DNA, and may be inorganic non-biological life or pre-life, and we’re supposed to go on sipping our tea and paying our bills.
@Home Studio – 269th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Plasma photos to accompany my poem:
Can agony awaken possibility? Is it painful for the seed to sprout, or is the bursting out more like relief? Will something fresh find its way through the detritus and despair, and if so, how will we know when we can hope again?
It makes me so sad that people hurt others and break their own hearts, that alleviating pain destroys so many from the inside out, and we must endure misfortune and loss, especially if we allow ourselves to love with the full volume of our souls.
@Home Studio – 267th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Sad photos to accompany my poem:
Artifact M123ST was found in the ruins of one of the few habitations to have survived the cataclysm mostly intact. It is a six-sided rectangular box. We are unable to ascertain the container’s true purpose but feel certain it must have been used to store items of religious or spiritual significance, or it has also been suggested that they were used as protective casings for one of their most valuable assets–sand. It is known that sand became a valuable commodity prior to the cataclysm, as it was one of the fundamental, critical components of building materials in their world. Undecipherable characters appear to be inscribed in patterns, though the sample size is too small to determine if it is representative of language, or merely decorative scrawling. Of special interest is the latching mechanism that holds the lid of the box closed. A small rectangular indentation can be pressed, releasing the latch, which permits the lid to spring open. A satisfying click indicates the lid has been closed securely when the latch reengages. We know little of these primitive people who lived before the cataclysm, but artifacts such as these offer a glimpse into their lost culture.
My man is in Japan learning what he can from teachers who understand that the world is vast, and dreams are grand for those who are willing to stretch and expand both body and spirit by making a personal demand that pliability and fortitude exist when things unplanned knock us off center, we discover that we are able to withstand most of life’s assaults with a calm heart, a quiet mind, and an open hand.
Maybe the way I wash this knife with precision, erasing the past with friction, soap, and molecules is in some little way the meaning of life.
Maybe scraping the crusty remnants of drippage on countertops until the rag slides smooth is its own reward somehow.
Maybe the fact that hot water melts butter residue from a dish, inviting it to slip effortlessly from its former state and find freedom in movement is the most real thing I know, or think I know, or want to know because knowing is somehow solid, purposeful, sure, and I suspect that I know nothing, or there is nothing to know, or knowing means nothing, thus, washing a knife is the meaning of life.
@Home Studio – 264th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Washing Dishes photos to accompany my poem (AI had a hard time with this one):