My anger used to be the kind that exploded like an overheated pressure cooker. I think it’s because I used to care; it hurt to feel like a last resort afterthought. Now my anger is the kind that pools in a dirty puddle and breeds mosquitos. I think that’s because my will to care has turned stagnate, a film formed on the surface like old milk.
Rebekah Marshall @Home Studio on 4/29/24 @ 9:39pm – 119th poem of the year
My pet alligator is a snuggle bug and loves to sleep on my bed. He’s always quick to give me a hug and listen to the worries in my head.
He enjoys spending time reading books and watching old movies with me. He eats anything my mother cooks; he’s been with me since I was three.
Someday when I have my own kids, I’ll let him babysit in our home. He’ll keep them from doing things he forbids and will never let them roam.
He’ll be an important part of my life for as long as he’s willing to stay. He gently, lovingly calms all strife and improves my world every day.
He is certain to give as much as receive and prefers listening to rock and roll. I don’t think he’ll ever want to leave because he adores climate control.
@Home Studio – 118th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Pet Alligator photos to accompany my poem:
Who’s to blame for the uprising? Seeking a guilty verdict for the ancestor most likely to be the culprit does little to unenslave the victims now suffering atrocities. Wouldn’t the better course of action be to remake society into a place of peace and mutual collaboration? That would be too logical and require setting aside revenge and greed, animosity, and hatred, require communicating, being vulnerable and open to change, require accepting the other and making allowances and space for differences that require both understanding and patience. It would mean providing for those who can’t provide for themselves, showing compassion to those who are weaker, and making room for those whose ideologies collide. Be the perpetrator of peace for the benefit of all, and inflict undying hope on generations to come.
@Home Studio – 117th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Planet of the Apes photos to accompany my poem:
70 is the new 50. Bike, climb, hike, romance; the world is your oyster, the sky the limit. You can smell the roses and shoot for the moon, throw your hat in the ring and take the bull by the horns. So, bite the bullet, but don’t break a leg because the ball’s in your court, and it’s time to sing your own praises. You make your own destiny, for nothing is set in stone. Since all bets are off, pull out all the stops, make a castle in the sky, and do everything on your bucket list.
@Home Studio – 116th poem of the year
Runner ups for the Granny Fun photos to accompany my poem:
We had a meeting in the kitchen. I cried and scrubbed the stove. You told me to take better care of myself. I scraped burnt cabbage and tomato sauce off a pan. You left a cabinet open. I cried some more. You played with the wind chimes. I said how much I miss our chats. You comforted me.
I bought some of that pheromone perfume to make my husband love me; turns out, I don’t need it. I’m the whole package and seem to be his cup of tea. Because my hips are as wide as the Himalayas and other assets ample, as well, I need reminders that for some men, an ample shape can be pleasing as hell. The culture I was raised in prized a female form with less meat on the bones; that leaves a stain on the heart that’s hard to shake— dispatched to friend zones. So, I’ll probably keep buying the latest aphrodisiacs and pretty things on TikTok shop, even though my husband thinks I’m beautiful and feels no need to window shop.
@Home Studio – 114th poem of the year
Runner ups for the full-figured white girl photos to accompany my poem:
A black and white image slowly forms in developing solution. A woman emerges with unkempt hair and the same gown she’s been wearing for several days. The dampness permeating her garments and droplets beading on her hair clue her in that she is standing outside in the elements. She was meant to be completing a task, doing something important. Awareness dawns that she has not been well for a while now, how long is undetermined, vague, but the lifting fog begins to reveal color, just hints of expression, a reminder that there is life beyond the slog of slow-motion survival she has been swimming through indefinitely unmoored. The awakening is gradual, subtle, and incremental, yet essential.
A caterpillar is scooting along, minding her own business, munching on leaves and feeling the cool breeze, when she suddenly has a thought; “What if I could fly away?” All her life she’s crawled along, inched on her belly, viewed the world from below. How does she even begin to imagine the possibility of flight, envision a different future than the one she has always known? A gentle gnawing that begins in her belly and slowly creeps its way incrementally to the tip of consciousness tells her to cocoon herself in safety, wall herself away from the scary change that will come if she lets herself dream too big. And there she remains, turning in on herself, visualizing a new way of being, letting the idea of a new reality wash through her like rain and pain, and the strain of the old self transforming becomes nearly unbearable. That is when the miracle happens… new life unfurls, wings stretch heavenward, there is an impulse to leap, to flap, to throw fear to the sky, and become who she is meant to be.
Runner ups for the caterpillar lightbulb photos to accompany my poem:
Don’t you wonder what the animals do when we aren’t watching their every single move? Do they drive our cars and talk on our phones, eat at our restaurants or take out bank loans? Maybe they wear clothes and chew bubble gum, carry around umbrellas and play a snare drum. Do they smoke cigarettes and walk on the streets, wear sleek looking hats and sleep on soft sheets? Perhaps they laugh at us while telling lame jokes, then pretend ignorance; it’s all a big hoax. Yes, the animals out there are living double lives, staring blankly at us, giving each other high fives.
Runner ups for the magical animals photos to accompany my poem:
Matilda was dealt an awful hand, the most neglectful parents in all the land. When finally caught by the powers that be, she went to school, which filled her with glee.
Sad to say, the school was the worst, run by a tyrant who believed kids were cursed. Poor Matilda was viewed as an evil child, so she made up stories that were truly wild.
A librarian was her biggest fan, who encouraged her to take a stand. Then her teacher Ms. Honey cheered her on, and eventually all the threats were gone.
Now Matilda has a family and friends, a happy school, and love that never ends. She even has a house and a yard, so she can continue her role as a bard.
@Home Studio – (after watching the musical Matilda with Debbie and Celinda) 110th poem of the year
Warchus, Matthew, director. Roald Dahl’s Matilda the Musical film. TriStar Pictures, 2022.